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I guess I'm over thinking everything and the way shit used to be
Or how I piss and moan at what I can't control as if I'm bracing for defeat.

Still trying
To make sense of growing up.
Feigning hopefulness and telling myself that I've learned enough
To stay grounded
In a city that's growing cold.
When we turn the clocks back, I always lose my grip and self control.

How can I grow to accept life's mediocrity?
Should I be satisfied with betraying all that's close to me?

How could it be that
I'm dead to me?

My parents keep on asking me what I plan to become
Because I've spent my fucking youth under a microscope of expectation
I'm running out if time to choose a meaningless career so I can giveaway my life and wait to die year after fucking year.

Threw cash down a rabbit hole to further down my spiral.
I am falling back down, this isn't what I planned.
Traded in my friends to find a way of making ends.
Staying in, hour after after.
Year after year and I'm still feeling like a coward.

I feel like there's nothing left to lose

Maybe one day I'll just accept my fate
Who knew that 21 would feel this way?

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Deathdealer. Boston, Massachusetts

We are two best friends playing basement-punk in Boston.

Dave V: bass and vocals.

Dalton P: Drums and vocals.

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