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Grower​/​Deathdealer Split Cassette

by Deathdealer.

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Swallowed by apathy Stuck with this growing disease I've been living with rats and garbage I need some kind of release Hopeless identity crisis please tell me who I should be jumbled conversation always reminds me I am hopeless and lost in this city I can't decide If I am feeling homesick Or if I'm empty from the lack of a dream Please don't ask about my future endeavors My goals are dead a buried with my self esteem What the fuck is wrong with me? Bring me some pills, a self-help book, and a shrink Rid me of responsibility If there's a God up there, there must be some way to fix me The path ahead of me (its fading away) It doesn't mean anything I'm honestly glad you've come to your senses in making the choice to give up on me.
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I wanted to be there I wanted to change things I wanted to be alright But my hopeless obsession was endlessly growing I'm sorry I lost my mind Notice me I'll ring your phone and scream your name to try to pacify my inner flame But after all, I know it's not your fault What's it mean to want what you can't have? It's much more than just a waste of time I just thought that you should know You are always on my mind I'm not sure if i can make you happy But I promise if you let me try I can mend all your broken bone and be the ghost that keeps you up at night "Don't be afraid." That's all she said to me I know we're all alone, but you shouldn't be afraid to die I wasn't getting better, so I'm sorry that I lost my drive But if you give me just one chance maybe I can keep my heart alive This world of spirits is more than I can take My former self lies dead rotting at the bottom of the lake I'm starting to realize I'm stuck in a cycle, condemned to the other side Can't make a connection with you now that I'm dead so I'm fucking terrified I understand it's more than confusing I've moved on but I still love you so All I can say is that I hope you remember What you told me all those years ago You've got one foot in the grave So why not just go all the way? Kick out the chair Don't forget what you promised me A broken neck or drowning lungs can't hold us back from our eternal love.

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released May 23, 2013

Produced by deathdealer. and Mike Moschetto
Recorded April 2013 at The Office Recording
(North Andover, MA)
Engineered and Mixed by Mike Moschetto
Mastered by Nick Steinborn

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Deathdealer. Boston, Massachusetts

We are two best friends playing basement-punk in Boston.

Dave V: bass and vocals.

Dalton P: Drums and vocals.

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